I miss my little guys. I wish I never had to miss a single moment of their lives. I know they're doing good... they're happy and healthy and I shouldn't want anymore... but there's still those three little holes in my heart... that makes me miss them so much.
I can't hug them or kiss them or scratch their backs til they fall asleep or cook for them or laugh at their silliness or play games with them or help them with their homework or watch them play football... it's MY loss and it breaks my heart.
So, I started collecting some little things here and there to mail to them... there are 3 folders (sharks, frogs, lizards), colored pencils, crayons, 2 pink erasers, mechanical pencils, pens, glue sticks, white-out, chapsticks, lollipops, glow sticks, Charms blowpop (glow also), stickers, stretchy shark, pumpkin bendy straws, sticky bugs that race down the wall, plastic bugs, bag of police men (like Army men), gag glasses (with nose and mustache attached) and bouncing balls... oh and after I snapped this pic I found Sizzlers (strong magnets) and a laser pointer that I had in another place. No telling what else I have bought and stuck in a drawer somewhere. Oh well, that'll go in the next box.
I'm also sending letters to each of them with a little cash and a picture of Byron with his new Jeep. I wish I could see them digging through the box when they get it. I hope they don't fight over anything, lol!!
Praying God keeps those babies wrapped in LOVE... 'til I can love on them again myself!!!
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